Gilletica means sharp as a knife.

R H C

almost 4am and I am still awake. fucked up. so much has been going on the past few weeks. so much, my brain may explode. i don’t know what to say really. it is as if words could not express where i am at this moment or what has begun. i’m happy. i’m nervous. i’m aware. i’m willing. i’m passionate. i’m alive. i see it now. i have my moments where i sink again, and forget, but i see it now. i see who i am to some degree. i see who i can and will become. it is all up to me. i have the power, the strength, the drive deep within me to make anything happen. i dream a lot. i talk a lot. it is time to be real. time to do something. the pieces have started to come together. one thing at a time, but this is it. this is my year, my time, my chance. i have wasted enough time thinking, wondering, instead of doing. be true to myself, take it one day at a time, and be real. be real, be honest, be confident. be real, be honest, be confident. be real, be honest, be confident.