Summer. love. people. crushes. money. new job. a job that i am kind of happy about. a crush that a shouldn’t have. a kiss I shouldn’t have done. a past coming back at me. Me knowing to walk away. or should i. i love her. wondering. thinking. processing. who am i. who do i want to be. what do i want. what makes me happy. what makes me sad. how can i make myself better. guitar lessons. baby guitar. broken guitar. new guitar. sing with a guitar, write music. draw. learn. write. create. be. live. breath. wonder. be scared. take risks. fly. be real. be true. live for me. live for family. live for nature. what is happiness. am i happy. will i find happiness. lift her up. lift us up. hope. faith. cherish. promise. what will life bring. is there more. who am i. when will i know. let life come to you. relinquish control. stay put. let it all flow. be free. no worries. no concerns. no thinking. no harping. stay still. wonder a bit but not to far. scared sometimes. want things that i don’t know if i will ever have. men or women. women or men. life or death. when and where. with who. will i know. will i see it. stay clear of what you know will just cause pain. stay clear of what you know will result in nothing. dance. sing. work out. comfort. security. chance. life. pleasure. skill. summer. its almost here. the warmth. the beach. the peace. create peace. bring peace. ignite peace. stay true. it will all make sense if i let it. can i let it. do i want to. i want to know now. i want answers now. it doesn’t work that way. i won’t get that. will i. no. just more thinking. more wondering. more time that goes by with unanswered questions. unanswered thoughts. patients. trust. knowledge. its all possible if i let it. moving on. starting over. creating art. its all possible. i hope for that. i hope for you. i love you. i am you.